Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Those Lost in War [Free Verse]


The battle hardened old man and the war weary soldier
The soldier homebound, suffering
The sounds of the guns, the cries of the lost
They never truly fade, their there, lurking in their dreams

The battle hardened old man, stands on his porch
Looking to the sunset, but seeing the old battlefield
He hears the cries, the guns; he smells the sweat and fear
His wife of fifty years stands faithfully by his side

The war weary soldier walks by the tank
His weapon in hands, her letter by his heart
He yearns to go home, to be wrapped in her arms
But his sense of duty and honor, keep him here

The hardened old man sits in his chair, watching the screen
Seeing the chaos, hearing the words, the words of people
Who don’t understand, the sacrifices they made, to save this land
Those who say we shouldn’t fight, should spend one night, living my old life

The weary soldier rests on the crate, watching his men silently grieve
Losing their comrades and their friends is never easy
They all sit in the memory, of the explosion and the chaos
One moves to the tent with tears in his eyes, while the others act like they don’t see

The hardened man lies in bed, looking at the picture of his wife of fifty one years
She passed last year, now it’s his time, to join her with their Father
The cries never left his memory, the pain never ceased, until that night
When it finally ended, and he left his battle hardened body behind

The weeping wife curls up in bed, clutching the flag to her body
They had showed up yesterday, his tags in hand
She had held it in at the memorial, when they handed her that Purple Heart
But it didn’t ease the pain, of losing the other half that completed her

I sit here, writing this to you, yes to you and you
To those who think we don’t need this war, well, think on this
I live each day, praying and weeping for
Those men who sacrifice everything for us, for those of you

Who do not care, they are giving their lives over their
So you can sleep soundly at night, knowing you have something to wake up to
But see, these men and woman fight for more, than just our country
They fight for us, to keep us safe; they fight so we can be free

You say there is no reason, why we’re over there, but try to think of a world
Where we weren’t free, because if we didn’t fight, we wouldn’t be
Do you really think they would leave us alone? To live in our country in peace?

So don’t you dare tell me it’s not right, to send our men over to fight
Men and woman left at home, waiting by the telephone
To hear the voices of those they love, who are fighting for thousands, they don’t even know
For a bullet to take a loved one is a terrible heartache, but to hear that their sacrifice was worthless feels like you've taken a bullet yourself

My Answer [Free Verse]


hadn't known, oh I hadn’t known……

Today, my brother asked me a question
“When faced with life or death, when confronted with a choice, what would you do?”
I walked away without giving him an answer, oh; I knew what it would be
I just didn't think it was important, I didn’t think it mattered
didn't realize just how wrong I was

Now standing here, the man has his gun to my chest
I remembered my brother’s words, “When faced with a choice……”
And I let a tear fall down my cheek, because I saw in the corner,
Held by a second man, my brother, tears on his cheeks as well
And the silent memory of his question filling his eyes

He knew my answer; he could see it on my face, in my eyes
He knew he would lose me today, I knew I would lose him
Sacrifice myself; I would do over and over, to save my family
Because the man had given me a choice, he has faced me with death
Save myself, or die for my family

I closed my eyes and let the words of a song flit through my mind
If today was your last day, and tomorrow was too late
I opened my tear filled eyes, and looked at my sister,
Small, terrified, young and helpless, I felt sadness as I saw her face
She knew my answer as well

I looked to my parents, their faces stricken in grief and fear,
Their eyes begged of me ‘no’
But I knew that they understood, I couldn’t
I couldn’t let it happen, today was my last day
Tomorrow was too late, and I had chosen


I ignored the gun, to look the man in the eyes
They were filled with hate and anger, turmoil and chaos
He had asked me to choose, die for my family
Or save myself and choose someone else
He saw my answer in my eyes, and he fired

Sleeping in [Gogyohka]

laying in bed, gazing out the window


small smile for the time I slept in


(I really should get up)


long stretch and bigger smile


two weeks off of school can be good for you're health

Me? [Gogyohka]


walking through the parking-lot

sun shining, cold wind blowing

two guys walk by laughing

"look at that chick!"

what? who, me!?

In the Cold [Gogyohka]

strolling down 3rd Avenue


the trees have lost their colorful garb


the cold wind blows where it listeth


the sky ominously threatens rain


I smile and walk along, hands in pockets





Freeze [Gogyohka]


I flex my thin fingers

from all the times

I have backspaced so many keys

from this freezing cold

that has chilled my fingers stiff

Stand [Free Verse]

I tried to stand, but found I could not
so I knelt before You're throne
breathing in, breathing out


I went to You in prayer
I laid my sorrows at You're feet
You eased my hurt and heartache


fresh strength to my soul you bestowed
I felt You're peace and love
I rose from my knees


I held my head high
for in You I know
I can fight through another day
With You by my side, I will stand

Survive [Cinquain]

survive,


because sometimes


that is all you can do


when things get tough


survive

Reading [Cinquain]

listen,


cold wind whistling;


hiding inside my room


reading The Classic: Latin Four


I like

Holding on [Tanka]

sometimes I feel


I have gone as far


as I can possibly go


one step more


is one more than


I feel I can take